Hello friends,

I just thought I'd get myself out right now. I guess lately life to me has been changing dramatically over the past year or so. Just wanted to tell you guys, OVERALL everything is going well.

Many of you may know Pyro-Sith (Gordon). Well, to date I have known Gordon for over a year and four months now. He is the closest person I know in person. During all of these ordeals he has always pulled me through.

However lately my brother's girl friend has been real mean to us. She is over at house CONSTNTLY. She hides her remarks to us behind a tease or a joke in front of my parents and family. I have to say her personality is kinda bossy, pusy, loud, and outgoing. She does have her good sides. I mean. She will talk to me like I am her friend, BUT when it comes to Gordon, she won't even acknowledge he is there. GORDON HAS NEVER SAID ANYTHING BAD TO HER!! I guess what I feel is worse is that my brother doesn't say or do anything. I mean if he really cared...

Besides that I have a little brother he is in and out with problems with the law. I also have a little sister who is becoming something of what I was bullied by in school. My Parents still fight on and off. I just feel like I am living in a 3 bedroom house with 65 others, and it feels compressed. I also have the 5 parrots with me... It gets REAL noisy here, and yes IT MAKE IT SO BLOODY HARD TO DRAW!!!

Another thing that has been lately on my mind is my spirituality. I has been literally bothering me day and night. I have been loosing my concetation on things I used to do, and think... that's another story though.

Thank you for reading guys.